I hope my agency doesn't "disown" me!

I swear they must think I'm a loon-e-toon! Well, today I e-mailed them and Ben called them (we didn't' know the other was already trying to contact the agency). So, they answered my question, and I left them alone the rest of the day.

Tonight I found out that a family on my forum, using both ASIA and EASTERN got their travel call. While I"m SUPER THRILLED for them, I'm also bummed because their referral was 1 MONTH after ours!!! I can't figure out why they got their call first. Since I'm now worried there is a problem with Arie's visa, I e-mailed ASIA again. I hope they don't commit me!!!

I've decided that the adoption process brings you back to your childhood days... but not in a good way. I am SO impatient, and I can't believe the ridiculous feelings that I feel when someone after me (on the waiting list) gets their call... I am so disappointed in myself.

In spite of these feelings, I keep trying to remind myself that things could be worse. My life is amazing, and I am very blessed... I don't ever forget that.