No luck on the baby boy...

Well, after talking with our SW, we agreed that it isn't a good idea to get this baby boy's file. She is worried that if Eastern says "no", we will already be attached to this baby, and end up broken hearted. I understand where she is coming from, but it's so hard to just keep waiting for a decision from Eastern. I've been in tears over this whole situation, and I worry about it every day. Ben keeps telling me it's out of my control, but if you know me (even a little) you know I'm a control freak and I have a really hard time relinquishing control.. especially when it comes to my family! Anyway, this is a picture of the baby we were looking into.. I'm sure he will find his forever family in no time. Hopefully we will find our forever child in no time as well.